my story

My comments

2009-06-09T07:55:00.003+08:00

FUCKING BITCHY SLUT~ I'M nt ur sister~ and u r also not....

Tired

2009-05-27T21:59:00.002+08:00

Today is onli Wednesday.... This week past so slow~ i hate it man.

Let's talk abt last week.....

Sat went ut wif joyce... we meet at suntec and go to convention hall to see all the maple fair and all the games fair... so crowded... then we are alot of star wars roborts... haha all white white one... then saw one monster.... so er xin and yet so many ppl take pic of him... wad's so nice abt him?

Jus onli alot of cosplay ppl.... RED HAIR~ OMG is like catch attentions... or maybe is i dunno how apperciate the charater ba.

Then at nite we went to chinatown to eat steamboat... hehe $15 Per Pax eat until you siao~

Eat quite a long time and taught them how to eat some CHINA food.... Oh ya the soup is hot & spicy and the chicken soup base... nice nice yum yum~

I WAN MORE.....

Later finish at abt 10 + hehe... as per normal i finish my meal i will go to "level 5"

walk to THE CENTRAL and enjoy my "level 5"

After that walk to clark quay there to see ppl spent money and scare themselves.

GMAX and the Swing Extreme.

But still prefer go Genting and play.... cool weather and most impt Cheap... around to 11 we went home. i say ... will come out again....

On Sunday 24th May 2009

Bear sister 20th bdae...

Bought a mango cake for her and then at nite went to MIRAMA hotel for buffet dinner....

actually bear's mom wanna go steamboat but i jus went on sat. that's why change to MIRAMA instead.

I can slowly enjoy all my carbs and all the nice food..... ard 9+ Went back to cut the cake and take pics together.... Wad a nice bdae that she got all her beloved ppl to celebrate her bdae...

As for me... i always forever will onli have my friends and his family.... Not my own family.

And i tell myself in future i get married... i will b the only daughter that will b marrying off... and no more. Cos i'm the only daughter. i have alot of sibling....

God jie

God Ge

Zhong Sheng

Melvan

Chermaine

They all are my sibling.....

Start a new fresh

2009-05-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

Today will be a fresh new days for ME.

Why i set today cos i contacted a long lost special friend...

Haven been looking for her for very long time...

Wishes on her birthday nO reply deeply hurt me...

i ot is No more friendship for us..

buT i'm Wrong.

All we hear is onli one-sided, we nv get to listen to another side.

I realli wanna go back to school days.

SHopping

Eating

Laughing

Gosippping

Arcarde-ing

Chalet-ing

sentosa - ing

Etc.....

I wanna go back to those days.....

JWSS

Love

!
!
!
!

Fresh New Life in 2009

2009-01-08T08:40:00.004+08:00

WOW~ already the 8th day of the Jan in 2009 liao, so fast. I still living in the year of 2008 lei. How ar? Cos this year 2009 is not happening at all. So my mind is still in the year of 2008.

Tell you more about my life in 2008.....

The Story shall begin :-

1/4 of 2008 :-

Working peacefully in Trident Districentre Pte Ltd as a Logistics Assistance, declaring permits and also doin order processing as the same time, also of shity things to be done/ waiting to be cleared/ pending/ up coming , etc ... At that point of time is like everything were ok and peaceful. But everyone should knw that office tend to have politics one lor. But still happily working there.

Then boss house done liao then invite mi and rachel up to his hse to sit and watch tv, then talk and laugh together. Relationship gng smoothly too... nth much happen other than meet, shopping, sleep and work. Oh Ya work was like hell at that point of time. Being stabbed, then being show attitude. haiz.... all cos of INDIAN ppl.

2/4 of 2008 :-

~ NOTHING MUCH ~

~ Work ~

~ Sleep ~

~ Eat ~

3/4 of 2008: -

WARS.

I start to getting more and more stress from my work, at some point of time i realli wanna give up. But i tell myself ppl are giving mi chances, so dun give up first! endure cos its take mi a veri long time for mi to progress. From orer processing -> Export -> Import -> Customer -> Customer -> Then Permit.

I was being told to take charge of permit part. ( thanks to LYY who tender) I held up at that position for quite some time. Then slowly ppl come in to help me and i was like ok... Relieve that got ppl finally can help me. But who knws that they are giving mi headache too..... ARGH! i was like can they one day dun give mi problems? DUty permit PLs dun play play can? I dunno how to help you when you got problems. i got a very big headache de lei.

Then slowly more and more thingy happen. I realli GIVE UP~

Cos of them i everyday stay back until very late to finish my things. Then liases wif Customer A and Customer B. also make my job busy and also like i cant handle anymore. I tender twice but end up rejected. The third time i dun give a chance liao. I everynite cant get to sleep, nitemares and like scare to go to work. I start to withdraw from tat dae.

Aug, i offically nv go to office anymore. My fear is there already, i start to reject calls from everyone and i dun wanna go back anymore. Therefore i tender with immediate effect. I was forbid to go into office and dun allow mi to take my things back. And i was told to meet outside of the office and hand in the money that i own them. Is like total of $200+. After that i am No longer to them. Ever since ppl there treat me like I dun exist b4. I totally hurt that someone whom i trusted so much end up also treating like that. Forget abt it. I treat is as if they nv come across my life b4.

Within a few days, I went to Yosun singapore for my contract for 2 months. There is worst than trident that i m covering someone who gng to leave. Then from there is like get to knw alot of ppl. Then all ard my age Very fun.

2 Months later,

I join EES Freight Services Pte Ltd.
Nightmares. Family business........ Hate that cos i dunno who should i report to. Go in is work A but end up is like doing B. So different wad stated on the appointment letter. But still manage to struggle there for 2 months. ( is it cos after resign liao then tend to like change job more often?) Then i no choice i went for other interviews for a event marketing. At first was like fun and everyone was friendly. Then slowly then i find that everyone work base on sales not the monthly basic salary. Then i dun wan cos no CPF.

After that i went to work at a salon as recept. ( i dun wanna talk much abt there)

last week of Dec 2008:-

Went to celebrate Sera bdae at St james Boiler. That was fun. And get to met someone whom i nv see b4 but always on the fone liases wif her. Finally get to see her liao. Hehe.....

Christmas eve at sylvia house
Christmas day at Celine house
New year Countdown at HOME~

* Think back this is how i past my 2008. Wad a up and downs year.

But nvm.... 2009 Will be a better/ Good year for me.....

Bye 2008 ~ wELCOME 2009

MIa

2008-12-28T18:27:00.001+08:00

Pooh is MIA-ing

25th Birthday

2008-11-04T18:04:00.005+08:00

On the 3rd of Nov, my working company 25th birthday~

Lunch provided on that day and we all haf to go to the sales office for the buffet lunch. Started at 12 pm and one the times up, we all went over there and was like alot of food lor.

Then we at first sit there and do nothing then after that Director came in and cut the cakes and then we started our lunch. Sang birthday songs and the cake made up of 5 layers of CHOCOLATE and 4 Layers of CREAM. yum~ yum~ rite? Show you some picture i took. And you will realise that a pretty lady keep on appearing in the pic. This pic are all her Candids camera Pics.

Wonderful nite

2008-11-02T22:49:00.003+08:00

1st Nov 2008

FUN~ that was wad i can describe onli.

Morning go to suntec K Box with Sandy, Sylvia, Andy and Xiao Hei. This is the 1st time that onli so few of us. Joyce working, Jia lian and jia fu overseas training, Don also cant come maybe due to work ba!~ We go to the happy hour 2-7 pm. Wow! great lei. Super long time nv go and K le. The feeling was good. The very last time i went is last year Don birthday @ ten dollars - chinatown there. we sing all the songs we knw. The period of time is HAPPY.

DInner time went to jalan bersa to eat the jian dao dian curry rice. Yum yum~ but to me is quite ex lor. i cabbage, fish cake and egg and chicken cuttle and 5 plates of rices cos me $17. Oh not forgetting dinner is wif JAson too. He join us for dinner. Later he says he gng out. I was like hey~ go out nv jio one lor. Then he then says ok. Let go! haha. So i ask Sandy along to go wif me and Jason. Sandy was so different that day cos she finally feel relieve liao.

She finally open her hearts and talk le. Good for you Jia you~ After dinner, Xiao hei went back by bus 64 and then we accompany sylvia to take bus 130. OH ya~ Andy went home after K box for dinner. Very guai ya~ seldom de lor. hehe. After that we took train down to out destination.

That place was my first time there and i like the environment. You realli can enjoy there. I then realise that all kinds of ppl are there. So many ppl. Waited for 1 hr b4 we can enter. Start at 11 cos at first from 8-10pm got function. Then we decided to go to shopping centre to walk walk lor. After that Jason friend come liao then we walk there ba! who knw when we reaches ther OMG the quese was like damn long lor. But wait lor! Then ard 11+ then get to go in.

Inside there until the place close then we go home. Reach home liao Immediatly SLEEP.

That was how i spent my Sat nite. wad i can say - Thumbs up~

Long time nO see

2008-10-25T23:45:00.006+08:00

Wow~ Realli very long time nv come and blog liao. So lazy to come online and blog. morning already facing the com for whole day, come back onli listen music and slack inside my room.

Recently so many things happen.

on the 10 Oct - 12 Oct Sandy's Chalet

So happy haha another of my gal friend 21 liao. HAhah... Everything are like very fun and the time are always not enuff de. 1st Nite sleep as usual. Cos very tired liao. after work directly went to pasir ris and look for them. Can you imagine that i took 145 from my office and then i reach The Central then i took bus 12 all the way to pasir ris. Is abt 2 hr journey lei. Am i mad? I think i am wor! From 6 took the bus i ard 8 then reach lei. I realli very good in taking bus hor? i think some ppl is cannot take it de lor.

Then the very next day wake up very early and the we slack and slack, wake up eat bread and nasi lemak hehe. Sandy's father bot it de yum~ yum~ nice nice. After that went Out for swimming and then is like 11+ to 12+ WOW~ the Sun is OMG...

After that went to E hub for lunch and tea break. Time is abt 3-4 plus liao. We call and ask where is jialian and he was near by onli so we wait for him and come liao we slowly walk back to chalet and help out wif sandy on her ballons.

At nite was like WOW~ so many ppl. Haha... i was also tired cos i have to go to my new colleague - Kelly there second round. Her's BBQ so is still ok. I go liao then got a handsome and my best best friend offer to send me there see how gd he is rite? hehe. Jia fu thank you~ help me save $15 or less or more lor. HEhe... he send me there and back lor. See he so nice rite?

So tired le Sleep at ard 3+ Cos i have to wait for my bear to come he reach abt 4+ I can tahan liao i try to sleep and wake up lor. So Sway that my fone that time also no batt. So uSe jis fu fone and contact him. He reach liao hug him and sleep lor. So tired liao.

Then next day we went off at ard 9+ then took cab and go back his hse and sleep. That is the end of my chalet. Overall ~ HAPPY.

The week from 13th - 25th

So pissed off and run away from home~ Still very unhappy

23 Oct 2008 - 2nd Anni~

Today i was on leave cos i got one very impt things at 12pm. My studio Shooting.

I can say is overall was Fun and interesting

The Make-up Artist ~ Sia was the one who do my makeup and my hair set too. He was very Professional and Very up to standard. I like his style of doing. And the Photographer Dexter Tan. Realise that he needs music to get his feel of taking the photos. R&B. the whole shooting we were listening and he was like enjoying music and shooting. I total choose 2 sets. casual, Korea and Nite gown~ I simply loves that Nite gown. Is something like coset de. and is in 2 pieces de. SO nice. haha... The photographer ask for the pose are all very professional. And now i am waiting for the Photo selection. Cant wait to see the pics. hehe. I Show you some of the Pis I took.

I have took a wedding package @ $ 2988. in the same shop. Bliss Bridal Creation. Located at Marina Square.

In Nite Gown

In Casual Wear

That's me~

26th Oct

Today went salon wif Sandy to rebond my hair. ~ $60 at all lenght. reasonable price. Reach at abt 2.45pm. We end at 5+ hmm... the process is quite ok. We talk and talk and like i feel our feeling are stronger. We wne to gombak Mrt stating and sit and talk at the same time Wow! So long nv have that feeling liao. I realli treasure that man. After that Sandy acc mi to go and find my bear for dinner. We talk and eat and Sandy treat wor~ so nice of her. Muacks. Later go up to bear hse and she " explore" his hse and look see. HAHA if me i will also do that wor~ curious ma. We talk alot whole bear was bathing . He preparing to go to his friend Derek's Birthday celebration. Happy Birthday wor~ Old liao la. Be His Best man ok.~ After that we went off and took train back lor.! Hope you enjoy your day Sandy.

Finally

2008-08-29T11:33:00.004+08:00

You finally show your turn colour.

After all my happening, i finally see thru many ppl de ture colour. I realli cannot imagine that someone whom i realli trust end up treating me like a stranger. Things happen liao then i knw that in this world got so many different kinds of ppl who are wearing a mask and 笑里藏刀. Beware of all this ppl. They are realli scary. They may be good to you but the ending is you will nv knw how you die and why you die.

Jus happen that today i went to check on my friendster. I realise tat ppl deleted mi from msn and even friendster. Msn even block mi. Fine i dun mind. But the problem is i trust her so much and i even treat her like my elder sister whom i can approach and find whenever i have any problems BUT END UP SHE TREATING MI LIKE THAT. REALLI CANNOT IMAGINE.
She deleted/ blocked me from msn and friendster. She is treating me not her friend anymore.

i realli very disappointed. Now i can onli treat that she is jus a by-passer in my life who jus come and stop and go. i am acting like a bus stop and she is the bus. I not nothing to say about her anymore.

Sian!!!

2008-08-21T09:00:00.002+08:00

Quite long nv update liao, Cos 1st is no time, 2nd is too lazy and 3rd is no mood.

21/8/08, (thurs)

Wad a day for today cos today is the 4th day in my new company for my Temp job. Got to knw this job thru agent. www.recuitexpress.com . you ppl can give it a try if you are currently jobless, they will keep on calling and telling you that there are suitable job for you. Do you wanna go and haf a try and come for an interview pls.

Went to so many interviews and finally this Company, Yosun Singapore Pte Ltd accepted mi. HAHA... So fast they nv even see mi b4 and they wan mi. HAHAH....... Then Rachel, my agent. Jus ask mi to go to sign my contract and work here for 2 MONTHS.... ARgh! WTH so long.

1St day come in and look see, Realli look see. Nothing to do.
2nd Day - Start to learn things liao. More and More liao. So confused.
3rd Day - MORE and CONFUSED

I realli dun like the life here, Cos this is not the job i wan to work in ! Am i realli suit for warehouse? Cos i still miss the warehouse life. BUT not back to my original Company. Working there is like HELL and No Day No Nite. All my Time is like given to them, No Freedom at all realli Sux.

Ladt friday to Sunday went to Sylvia's 21th Birthday Chalet. Onli go at nite as in the Afternoon got to go and sign contract. then at nite went to collect my liquor from laurence GOH (uncle)
Then meet Sandy and go to find them. Reach there go and buy the things they wan. SO HEAVY.
When we reach Aloha Chalet, Still have to wake very far as the chalet is at the last unit. sea View lei. HEHE put down things liao then i feel, HUNGRY~

After all the neccessary things, PLay MJ hehe and that time is around 2+ Am liao. Start to feel Tired and sleepy. we stop and then go and do wad? BLOW BALLOONS. Until 4+, I cannot tahan liao, I drag my feet and back to my room and YAWNS~

The Next day so early wake mi up, 9-10+ I still wanna sleep, We walk out to Downtown east and eat BF, Next mi, lionel and joyce went to white sand and walk walk and pass time. Then come back liao we play MJ again, haha nothing to do. While the rest went to seng siong and buy things, we go in different groups.

At nite ppl start to come liao, We start all the BBQ liao. The birthday cake is a HELLO KITTY KEy lei. So nice and cute. After all the party, Our turn to have Party. My bear come liao and we have to eat and then drink liquor. Until very late then we go and sleep liao. Then ar the next day very early wake up and then we says that we go off first cos very tired and then took cab home and went to his hse and sleep. Then from 11 am sleep until 5pm. Then next STEAM BOAT time. haha

After that he went ot work and then Time home for mi. HEHE

15/08/2008

2008-08-15T10:55:00.001+08:00

PISSED OFF

National Day

2008-08-10T09:42:00.000+08:00

090808 sat was not a good day for mi.

Alot of thing happen and i am not happy. Until i went drinking i then feel happy.
In the morning is sms sylvia i maybe not joining them for the watch fireworks at nite as i didn't sleep the whole nite when i was home at 3 am. And i toss until 6a.m I'm still very awake and my eye was opening so wide and looking at the ceiling. I also cant take medicine due to drinking. Haha Can imagine that if i eat the medicine now? I think i will be lying in the hospital liao. PI PU PI PU !!!! watch tv and serve net then Around 1 plus. decided to go out and look see look see. ( someone taught mi. Go out and walk in between the ppl and feel that i am one of them in) Very funny is this someone i haven even meet him b4. We onli contact thru fone and chat on the fone. But is relax to know him, He knws how to make ppl laugh when sad, Listen to your problems, Console you and even give advise. Thank you to you Mr Goh.

Ytd i nv talk much to bear. I also dunno why jus keep quiet and look at him then walkout or face back him. Until after lunch at 3 pm. I went to his room to sleep. [ i think back also funny, i also dunno how i got to his hse, i jus follow my foot steps and then listening to mp3 then took the bus and walk ]

* back to the topic.

I went to his room and sleep. But i still cant sleep so i jus close my eye and pretend to sleep. But think after a while i realli fall asleep then he come and hug mi and sleep I jus simply love the feeling of him hugging mi and sleep i then feel there is a warmth. After a while My nites mares come liao. I dream that all ppl in ofc are coming after mi and forcing mi until i cant make it already. I cried and i also dunno that my crying is im realli crying. Bear wake mi up and ask mi wad happen. I so drowzy then i fall asleep again. I think i realli sleeping liao. I jus heard him calling mi but my eye jus cant open. Peace for a while liao, later the nitemares come again. I realli very scare. Bear wake mi up and ask mi wad happen i jus keep quiet and went out to the rooms lay on the sofa and cry. But 2 min later later i wen to his room again. This time i give mi a sms.

" I dun wan to be your burden"

He immediate grab mi and so serious and look at mi asking mi is it i dun wan him? His tears Flow down. The fact is i dun wan him to think that i am sick and i am a burden to him. I rather i suffer alone and he can be free from mi and not having any problems. But i am wrong. He told mi very seriously he wun let mi suffer alone. he pull mi up and i cried like nobody business. I really very scare. I dun wan this sickness to be with mi . I wan to be free from this sickness. I hug him tightly and cry Until like goldfish. He promise mi he wun lei mi suffer alone. He wan mi to take the medicine and everything will be normal.

After crying both hungry searching for foods liao. We went to eat the zhu chao. Ordered one curry fish head . Yum yum very nice hmm... but too satly liao. Then one tou fu and one black peper beef . are you hungry liao? Guess all this cost $35.50. Is it cheap? I think yes ba cos got the fish head. Too bad he got work , Nite shift. Then cant realli acompany him.

JWSS, When you all wan to go out? I realli wan to have nite lifes. Chalet time ba on this coming fri.Think it will be a releaxing time for mi. I will tell you all more ok? I dun mind sharing wif you all.

ps. Drinking realli make mi happy.

National Day

2008-08-10T09:26:00.000+08:00

09082008 Sat

Ytd was not a very good national day for mi. I nv Realli get to sleep In the early nite. Early morning not feeling very good then sms sylvia that i maybe not joining them for the late nite celebration liao. Then i nv sleep, in fact i went out walk alone in the streets, walking inbetween the crowds feel that i am one of them. ( taught by someone whom i nv see b4 but onli contact thru fone, but nvm will get to see him this coming fri). After walking alone, I went to bear hse and find him. I also dunno where i am going jus follow my heart and my foots steps see where i wan to go i will jus go. Finally i went to his hse knocking on his window to get him open sesame for mi. I went i lay down beside him with my eye opened. NOT CLOSE AND SLEEP. WHY? At the point of time my mind is totally blank. I dunno wad i am thinking or wad. I jus stare at the ceiling and building sand castle in the air. Toss here and there until he wake up and look at mi. I jus simply say nothing and back face him again.

At about 2 pm, his mothe came back from work and she tabao lunch for mi ( bear called her to tabao) Normally i will wait for him to wake up and eat together But i dunno why i'm jus too hungry and i did tell him at all. we totally keep quiet and did talk much. Is it cos ytd i told him i like nite lifes and i like to drink. Now i realise that drinking make mi happy !!! I'm too hungry until i went to kitchen and find the chips that i bot for mahjong session. Not in kitchen then must be in the fridge liao indeed is inside i took and i open up and eat sitting infront of the tv.

life is better

2008-08-09T12:06:00.000+08:00

Being at home for this past few days for my rest, the feeling is super duper relax. Now i knw that the feeling of being at home is good. I last time nv treasure the feeling of at home. At home i can do wadever i wan, i can online and as and when i can sleep and i can update my blog good rite?

Last nite went drinking wif my bear bear. The whole nite he wasn't like the normal him, is it that i am around? But i enjoy drinking wif him, talk to him and see him playing wif his friend and disturb eachother. National day drinking in a pub, wad a good way of celebrating singapore birthday. I jus enjoy sitting there drinking and listen to music and see some uncles and aunty dance. Although the ways the daces make mi laugh but is realli enjoyable. Can i have more nites life? I will take care of myself one. I am an adult liao. I knw wad is good and wad is bad, although i was always bully by some small ppl and ppl who take dagger and stab mi. But i still knw how to protect myself. I like the feeling of nite life. Why you can have nite life i cannot? Unfair. You says that you scare that things will happen? The history will repeat? I can tell you it THIS WUN HAPPEN. I WUN LET THE HISTORY REPEAT. I USE MY LIFE AND SWEAR.

Allow mi to have my nite lifes ok? I have miss out alot of my nites lifes liao.

Reach home at 3 am. Till now. 12.28pm ( 9/8/08 sat) afternoon sunny. I AM STILL AWAKE.
I haven realli close my eyes and sleep yet. Can help mi? I need my Sleeping pills.

A Shock for myself

2008-08-06T11:33:00.000+08:00

Ytd 05/08/08 (tue)

Ytd is jus a normal day for mi to go back to work after my leave on monday. On sat i stay until so late then i had planned everything for my both side of warehouse for releasing of some customers goods. Already double confirm that everything was fine. But end up i receive i call from office on monday saying that do you knw that the other warehouse claim that i nv inform them got any releasing then call and clarify wif mi. Then fact is i did plan. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO IS THE BAD PERSON? i dun bother liao cos i on leave is wan to have some peace.

Tue morning i went back to work as usual then when i come in so many things not done. Waiting for who? God to help? Stupid woman dunno how to work. Anyway you wun see mi already.
I clear all the neccessary things and at least can have a time to rest. at this point of time went in to get signature of aknowledgement. End up wad i got? scaractic comment. NVM i endure, i come out and i treat everything as per normal. Work laugh and eat and drink, but in my heart i am very depressed. I dunno wad happen at first until at nite i am realli having this sickness.

In the afternoon i got alot of different attitude and all different kinds or wording and expression from different kinds of ppl. Wad kind of ppl are you all? Wearing mask and work? Cos is your real self? I very curious aint' you all tired of wearing mask and work? example. One day A and B went on half day leave. A says that gng to hospital and visit a friends. B says that gng out wif sister to a shop for sales.. 1230 Times up B smoking and A came down. So fake hear alo knw.

A: " eh you also no leave ar? "

B: " yah lor you also meh? "

* at this time looking at each other lor.

Then as the bus went off both alight at the same stop. Then the very next day B came wif a new bag and nice. But nv knw that after a few days there is a loop hole in their conversation.

A: " Remember that day we say that bag i saw ppl take liao."

B: " Which one? is it that one? "

* at the point of time their conversation stop and look at eachother.

Stop acting la. If wanna act go to channel 8 and act la. Wad a wonderful scene i had watch.

ain't you all tired of everyday wearing mask and work, face ppl? can you reveal yourself and be nature? I think for all the ppl in there are difficult. So i think i have problems coordinating wif them already. Times up.

2/08/08

2008-08-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

Second day of August, Nw timing 3.30pm. (sat) i'm still in office.

Recently alot of things happen. i can say that is unhappy more than happy. I'm mentally tired more than physically tired. Can anyone understand that feeling? I think working together wif mi de ppl all understand ba. Is Realli terrible horrible horigible.

Ytd 1st day of the hungry ghost festival. Went to watch movie wif rachel. Guess wad we watched money not enuff II. I grade this movie so so onli as the first part is realli realli boring. They promote all the things like MLM like that. Wad pollen pills de. Can sure all kinds of illness. Bull if can cure, why need doctor? Realli stupid Ideas. The show that nice is onli at the ending of the show onli. The climax is onli that little part. Wasting money? I also dunno as hoping to destress onli.

All day long quarrel wif someone who is so fake wearing mask to work the whole day. YOu will nv knw when she will take one dagger and stab you at your back. But i think i had being stabbed alot of things maybe thousands of times million of times? Fake ppl will onli use this kind of dirty tricks to get the favour. Wad's the use? If you can work means can if can BYE!

Now working in office my mouth are full or 3 letters words. Facing this kind of ppl is wasting my time! I dun wish to have any conflicts BUT too bad, She give mi the attitude, From the days she start work and till nw I think i have enuff of it already. Not that i wan to show back of wad childish? I admit i am at this point in time.But i Wan to let her knw wad is the feeling when other ppl is showing wad she had shown to other ppl.

AN EYE FOR AN EYE

tired and sad day

2008-07-24T22:57:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog realli have alot of things to say. I forever got no time to blog cos everytime come back home is already wad time? 11+ or even 12+. Tired and i think i m stick and tired of wad i am doin already. I have enuff of alot of offices politices. is my hardwork paid off? I dun feel that so. Cos i feel that i am jus a normal worker staff who cant finish all her things and end up tomorrow morning need to go office very early and finish her work. Curious is that why ppl get to go back early i dun. Whenever i wan to go back early i will always get hold back. I went for interviews all not successful. Nvm i will try harder. Cos i realli think of leaving my current job. I wan to find something that realli realli suits mi. Am i too difficult to please? I wan to work in a environment that i can interact wif different kinds of ppl and i wan to work where can walk ard rather than sitting in the office chair for so long.

Can anyone help mi to find a better job?

happy belated birthday

2008-06-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME.

This is wad i can say to myself. i believe that 21th very important to everyone in their life. They get to celebrate wif their friends by organising chalet of all sort of party to celebrate their 21th birthday. But no one can imagine that i onli get to celebrate with my gal friends before hand and on the actual day, with steve and his family members. Not with my parents. Cos they dun seems is a important day to them. ITS A NORMAL DAY TO THEM. No wishing, No nothing. Can anyone imagine that? Will ppl wan their 21th birthday to be celebrated in this way?

I think i'm the onli one. Wad a "nice" 21th birthday. I rather i dun appear in this world b4. So i wun be so sad. Can this world dun have birthday? I dun wan when personally feel that is very impt to themselves but to others is a normal day.

I HAVE ENUFF!!!

2008-06-05T18:30:00.000+08:00

I think i really have enuff of ppl on my RIGHT. Its a indian lady. I dun have any problems working wither other indian ladies that i have met. BUT WHEN SHE COME IN HERE MY LIFE CHANCES. I everyday have to get fed up by her! have to see her faces. WADEVER COLOUR I ALSO SEENS BEFORE LIAO. Including BLACK. cos she is already BLACK.

* i nt trying to be racist. BUt onli TOWARD HER!

Cos of her, I tender cos i dun wan to face her anymore. But my manager ask mi to think is it worth it. Am i doing it cos of impluse? i dunno. At that moment i jus feel like running away from it nv think of anything.

Can anyone tell mi What am i suppose to do? MY limit is to the max liao. i also dunno how to settle. i CAnt vent my anger on anybody nw. HOW? I realli dunno how la. I jus wanna Kill her. I HATE PPL WIF A RED DOT AT THE FOREHEAD.

Was told to endure her temper. But i think i dun haf that nai xin. I will say out watever i Nt happy. I Also fucking Fuck up by her! iF one day i'm Crazy. I think she is the first that im gng to kill her. I NW CURSE HER.
KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR.

ANGRY!

2008-04-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm... long time no blog liao cos nth big happen. * so u knw why i blog again? cos thing happen again!!!!!! IRRITATING !!!

1st company so many ppl leaving. Got better offer outside so go lor. Gian peng !!! Then ar some more is after the Varible Bonus. ok la Go la. Go futher as you wan la. I cant be bother. Wad you wan to do go la. I dun believe that i cant cope.

The other woman is gng for her maternity leave . Better la Go la. I dun wan to see her face. Try to be normal she stuck up! ok. I'm fine she wan like that i also can. I can dun bother and do my own things. I realli cant take it liao. I wan to SlAP HER! Or even KILL HER!

I realli cant take it anymore liao! if i continue like that i will die sooner or later. Not busy until like. IS being torture Until i DIE!!!!! nw wad i doin is I AM SHOWING ATTITUDE BACK. Both says wad i jus keep quiet and react how i got from them! SIMPLE! haha...

PPL JUS DUNNO HOW TO APPRECIATE!
today i was suppose on MC. (18/04/08) i got minor food poisoning since monday nite. till ytd 17/04/08 i then go ans consult the doc. I got no time at all... very sian lei cannot see doc then have to go to toilet as and when my tummy pain. * do you knw how agony i feel? *

Then i dun wan to go and MC cos i scare later ppl say no people work liao still on MC. So i bring my sickness to work today! END up i got wad? FUCK UP!

K : WQ you today do this permit.

WQ: I today need to go back 5.30pm. ( hello i'm sick)

K: you like that then everyone also wan to go back 5.30 then no one do la ( hello the prob is she everyday 5.30 go back. Still got the cheek to say)

WQ: ok la. then i do lor.

PPL CAN EVERYDAY GO BACK 5.30PM. WHY WANQIAN CANNOT?

THIS WORLD IS UNFAIR

STUPID WOMAN

2008-04-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

I realise that i got 1 very stupid senior. Why must everything also give in to her? i dun own you both anything. STOP GIVING MI FUCKING ATTITUDE. you believe One day i sure SLAP YOU 2. i fuck care you older than mi or wad? i will jus Slap and wun explain to you anything. COS i DUN OWN YOU ANYTHING.

unforgetable !!!

2008-04-07T09:45:00.001+08:00

That is the 1st time i saw this incident :

Sat i was at sentosa with my classmates, happily go there and enjoy our sat afternoon. Everyone was having fun. Sylvia brought her friend along, sandy- don, mi - steve , joyce - lionel - xiao wei
jiafu, cai ge ( did i miss out anyone?) reach there about 1pm. sun tanning time. But end up i got burned like lobster, infact is everyone also got burned. ard 4 pm i wanted to g off first so go and bathe liao. 3 bathroom were occupied and then i queue lor.

I dunno why i got the feeling of uneasy. i look around and then i saw a sliver item at the roof top wif a camera and a red lighting on. seems like video-ing somthing. At that moment i was like panick and i dunno wad to do, i also nv tot of knocking at the door and get the ladies out. Jus nice got a stuff came in and then i told her and she also witness the prcoess of the incident. i quickly went out and tell my bf then another guy over heard then they both went to the back of the toilet and comb the area. Then they went and see then they saw a jap guy, he says that he lost his way, but no choice he is a tourist. Then call the ranger and the staff all come lor. Everyone was like huh wad happen why like that who is the victims. Then later ask the victims is like one of them says : what can you do already video cam liao." But the other one is like abit worry. Then she wanted to make a police report lor. Then later the police came liao, we 3 also got take down statement, lucky i got my dar acc mi. Cos 21st in life 1st time in face a policeman and take statement lei. haha. my word all stammered and i lost my word. lucky my day beside mi help mi ans. hehe love him to the max. After the statements We left sentosa and i think this will be a unforgetable day for mi and my bf. Oh ya! forget i also get to knw the 2 victims : sue and shu shan. weird ways of knowing a new friend. But nice to meet you all.

Irritating

2008-03-26T08:00:00.000+08:00

26/03/08 (wed)

Nw i knw that preggy woman is so petty, can hold grudges till nw since dunno when make start of the month? Irritating one. She dun treat mi visible i'm also ok. i can forever treat her a transparent until she went for her maternity leave! BEST AR FASTER GO LA! see your lj face also dl!

I realli gt no words to say some ppl, they can listen to her like being cast a spell liao that she says wad, everyone must listen? siao bo are you all okay or wad? being controlled by her ! dun think jus cos she is a preggy that you all have to give in everything. She is also a normal person which onli have one more life in her womb onli! she can work as per normal. Then when ytd i wanna throw a rubbis into the bin, but i missed so i can imagine that she stop and dun move until i throw that paper away? she tot wad? step on that paper will fall down? Laugh ~ if can rite you walk in the office can fall la. cos on the carpet also got paper. fall lor! no my problems.

I also wan to like get preggy liao then knw wad is the feeling then ar show to her that i can work as normal. nOt like her like wan to die liao that. STUPID WOMAN ! I hate working wif this kind of ppl where they think that are the clever one. CHOCOLATE! * opps! nt to other ppl. Refering to the one in the office! sometime jus feel like slapping her! give her one slap and tell her wake up la! This is not her home town! NT happy go back la ! ~!@#$%^&*

hmm....

2008-03-26T07:45:00.000+08:00

26/03/08 (wed)

Hmm.... long time nv blog liao - too lazy
- too tired from work

This 2 are the main reasons that i nv blog. *flask back on last weekend wad i did.

24/03/08 (mon)

On leave hehe good that monday on leave haha... nv work but stil very early wake up cos i need to go to the bank! onli JE have it. ( coin deposit) if nt i have to onli wait for tue and thurs then can bank in. Although there are charges for $0.75 per piece. But its ok la. cos i need that money *overspent liao* so i'm ok wif it. Onli take mi 5 mins todo the things, after that no choice lor, went to west mall to buy the ingrediants for the lunch *yum yum cooking spag. hehe. In the afternoon nth to do play wif christine - naughty ger . Then evening 4+ wentout to bugis.
This is how i spend my leave day!

23/03/08 (sun)

Early morning ard 9+ went out to my bear hse liao. Reach his hse he still sleeping like a pig. Nvm i watch tv myself and eat myself let him sleep. Later his sister, wah wah and aunty came back from market, aunty then wash clothes and then they are preparing to go out for their " examination" haha. in the afternoon we gt the ideas of baking cookies. But FAIL!!! haha
Cookies onli require 1 egg will do. i also dunno why i so clever go and put 4 eggs, flour use like free one* all the things i buy myself k, so use alot also nt heart pain*
Then end up when we wanna start out cookies, i realise that i nv put vanilla essence. Opps ~ no wonder got nO taste and the Cookies is hard like a stone! *shrug* i dunnO wad i put. After 1 hrs plus decided to give up! cos i knw something wrong liao, so i pack up and wash all the things while wah wah continue playing wif that dough! she use her creative to make in into curry puffs, shit and the dumpling. whahahahah ~
* rest of my sunday is as usual liao - dinner , tv , mj , go home sleep!

22/03/08 (sat)

Nth much also normal went to bf hse and slack.

er ~ the rest of the days i cant remember liao. sorry ya!

Tiring day

2008-03-18T22:03:00.000+08:00

18/03/08, Tue

Today was a great start, Cos morning so happy hehe cos someone nv come, then environment was GREAT!!!! haha ! Later start of the war liao, so many permits nv clear, all estimated of arrival (ETA) on the 18/03 which is TODAY~ all nv clear, i nv help cos i dunno how to ! then i concentrate on wad i know lor. Today LYY come back liao. he haven sit down then all qns bomb her liao , Buttock haven even get to sit on the chair start liao.

Realli WAR la today! so many thing on hand all last min ( fast food centre) then rush this and that until i got no time to do my own things. Later was ask about one BIG shipment for 1 customer. ARGHX! realised that got one 19 pages of orders nv do! ( all cos of one man show)
so many how to finish? have to find qty, have to key in systems then need time to load then very slow, cos everyone using the same systems then will slow down lor. then worst is when you need that systems, that systems is loading !!!! FED UP!!! the later fax in another URGENT order ( see i told you le rite, fast food centre) then i rush that one lor. no choice. One screen do thsi order one screen do Permit. i can die ar. keep on changing screen. i stress until i wan to release. Then i wan to fax a document then i release my stress by saying out the number loud and let eveyone hear. (purposely one) . Then kanna screw like hell. But that person nv think that when he stress he also release by shouting at other ppl, cos i got once b4. Siao one. then nw he says ppl. FUCK!

Mood was spoiled by him lor, if nt today i very happy de lei, got my neighbour come liao then can talk to mi, then can like disturb her then share wif her, ask her to teach mi new things. she is the onli willing to teach mi abt permit. Not like someone will onli say mi. IRRITATING WOMAN !

Very tired liao, Mentally cos i nw (10.15pm ) still in office. i jus finish my work 15 min ago onli.

What have i done?

2008-03-17T09:55:00.000+08:00

17/03/08 (Mon)

A brand new week liao, Sian 3rd week of the month, Very fast hor? haha jus wan the time to past faster then i dun have to see her anymore! i dun bother even she is my shi fu or wad ! jus fuck care, jus wan her to get loST, Dun wan to see her face AT ALL. Today LYY on MC. Sad i'm alone today my neighbour nt here i cant talk to her.

Start of the Oscar AWARD ! all acting especially the one that is new, FUCK UP *BOMB* * INFRA RED* nt i trying to be that obvious but, is i need to cos work 2 days off 1 day! might as well dun come, you think i bother abt you? i jus entertain you for a few days onli, Even have a smelly feet, wah lau everyday i have to smell that even before lunch, after lunch, start of the day and end of the day! basically is WHOLE DAY! can you tahan, in air-con environment some more. Cannot even tahan, i feel like vomitting lei, you all shld knw that feeling rite?

This morning i have to see 2 ppl faces. you knw hei bai wu chang? Those in HELL one. Where is the ppl manners? IS IT GONE HERE? receive call then nv ask anything : " pass to me." Fuck i have to see her faces ar? she think wad? BIG AR? PREGGY WOMAN! FASTER GET LOST AND GO FOR YOUR MATERNITY LEAVE LA! LIFE WILL BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU HERE. DUN HAVE TO SEE YOUR FACE. GET LOST ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

I dun think i own you anything. I dun have to everything also listen to you, you are not my GOD nor my MOTHER ( if i have this your kind of mother i rather go die first). I dun have to see your faces, is a fuck up face, you are those will stab ppl behide one. i'll nt let you stab mi, iF you wan i will stab you too! I can dun do permit. i Go back to documentation side. Do my BOOKing is more relax and more happy rather than come permit have to see ppl faces. SHIT!

*ps this is onli 3 hr of my monday! already so fuck up! cant imagine the rest of my DAY!

Quiet = Angry?

2008-03-16T11:27:00.000+08:00

Some time i realli thinking quiet = Angry? Quiet will also get scolding? Quiet will also get blamed for everything? Is Quiet an offence? I dun find there is anythng wrong wif quietness lor. Is jus onli dun feel like talking to ppl that dun even bother abt mi ! saying i give faces to them while i dun !!! being said that i dun belong to this family. The question is am i being treated like one? Is there fairness in the HOUSE? Will there be laughter when i'm at home? Will they listen to my problems faced? Will they give mi advises on wad i should do? Have they even concern abt mi? Have they ever think wad i wan? ( even if i say out ! will they bother? ) So many qns in my mind. Do you think i still wan to talk when i dun even knw the answer at all ! ! ! ! ! !

I rather keep quiet and live in my own world. After work/ OT, Eat, Watch Movies/Shopping, Go back, Bathe, Lock myself in the Room. This is my daily routine. very bored ar! But no choice la. But i still like weekend lor. hehe cos i get to GO OUT ! ! ! !by nt staying at home. I can go shopping whole day ( forgetting my troubles), Go my bf hse and NUa even there is nothing to do there, but still better than at HOME! At bf hse can slack, sleep, watch tv, cook, eat everything also wif him, That's the best time i have liao cos i got pampered by him. He is the onli one can shower mi wif care and love, advise mi, listen to my troubles, hug mi when i cried, be there for mi whenever i need him.

Ytd 15/3/08 Went to Hoon Hin de 21st bday celebration. Get to see all my beloved classmates as i long time nv saw them liao small Gathering. Not a big event but very lively! everything was so perfects. Family all ard, relatives all ard, then Friends also ard. Will i get mine too??? i realli dun think so. Cos i can forget abt thinking it. The most is with my bf and his family ard lor. ( dun think la still got 3 more months ~ so long ~)

Today school holiday end liao, tml got to work then squeeze with those secondary sch ppl. Sian. Early morning very noisy liao. Can imagine i got 4 schools infront of my hse? Keming, Bukit batok ITE, Bukit view pri/sec school. VOR! haha But they are my second alarm clock. Nw is 11.55am, 16/03/08, Sunday. Time to GO OUT LIAO !!! BYE~

Independent!!!

2008-03-10T08:02:00.000+08:00

10/3/08 (mon)

Monday again! Monday BLUES is a confirm for mi. i Hate monday simply jus wake up from my comfortable bed and jus wan to sleep some more but jus my alarm keep on ringing. IRRITATING!!!! Sat nv work that feeling was SHIOK. stressful lei after 5 days of working Sat must relax. hehe... Sat also nth much go to my dar hse and watch tv, Go sheng Shiong buy food to cook. hehe Guess wad we Cook carrot Cake. haha yum yum! jus like it. Again is my dar cook. I onli cut things and prepare. hehe Easy job! whahahahahaha. ( guess all my sat programme is the same: go his hse, watch tv, cook, eat, Mahjong ) dead programme cos we gt no money to go shopping liao! BROKE!!!!

Sunday, planned to go and eat steamboat wif his family plus his brother and sister- in-law
Early lei 5.30pm Start to eat. My brunch haven even digest then start eating again. Not fat that miracal!!! Eat all the way until 8+ we stop and left. *BURP* is super full. Dar's mom hint us, MJ
haha i'm ok ( haven been losing for 2 weeks liao). then walk to OG there to take 186 Home. But half way they stop and wanted to buy things. so i stand there and like very lazy to go. So i say i'm gng home. I walk to bus stop and see got 174 ma. ( direct home) but end up dun haf.

WQ: " i go back myself, you go find you mother"
SS: " never mind i see you board the bus then i go find them, i already call them liao."
WQ:" No bus i go and take train lor, i go back myself"
SS: " Never mind la. i acc you there la"

*pissed off and walk off*

WHY CANT I BE INDENPENDENT? why everything must under you control? Is it fair?
West mall also cant go back myself! i jus wan to go back myself also cant ! WHAT THE HELL!
chinatown lei CROWDED some more, nt saying is like 11-12+ like that you worry i understand. BUT IS ONLI 8+. The night is still young OKAY!~ i fed up i walk to MRT station and i walk to maxwell market there ( the indian temple there) i took 61 bus back! FED UP ! 8+ go off reach home @10+. HEhe 2 hr to reach home. POWER. purposely one!~ see wad can you do!

Got home also dun bother to sms him! dun even wan to talk to him ! jus reach home and i go do my thing, Online chatting, with ex colleague and my current friends and my beloved cousin. 12+ then go to my confortable bed. Peace Nite with No smses!!! whahahahahahahahahaha.

Qns!!!

2008-03-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

07/03/08 ( Fri)

Last day of the week, feeling good! cos dun haf to face work on sat and sun! finally....

There are alot of qns in my mind. Is pregnant so agony? is pregnant BIG? is Pregnant means have to give in to her everything? Pamper her? see her Faces? FUCK OFF!!!!
You pregnant is onli carrying another human being in your womb. Doesnt means that we have to give in to you everything, we have to see your faces, pamper you! YOU ARE AN GROWN UP ADULT!

Is full of bullshit that you always treat us like servant to you. Take water from pantry also need ppl help. But the funny thing is that she can carry a file that is full of paper and is heavier than a water bottle! Hahahaha.... Think liao also wanna laugh! BULLSHIT! My colleague also sot one, always give in to her Why? cos she pregnant? Nw all her gang is like very YAYA PAPAYA! onw is living in her own world! one is give attitude! i cant be bother liao la! as long as i done my job! i'm happy!

Nw wadever she was told she dun even bother to tell us. (A) ask her wad is this advise abt? (B) say: " this one i do!" Fuck sia wad kind of attitude? ppl ask you nicely you give fuck attitude! This kind of ppl also live in this world! She also early in the morning come in to office bang this and bang that! she like to throw temper let her throw lor.! PREGGY WOMAN!!!! Just Hops this woman dun exist in this world at all!!!!

ps: Watch you tone when you talk to ppl! if nt you will get the same back!!! KARMA!!!

What the Fuck!!!

2008-03-04T14:42:00.000+08:00

What the hell!!! Teaching mI how to work? Nt i dun accept. Is i knw what i should do! DUN HAVE TO ORDER ME!!! BOMB!!!!!!! sibeh du lan lei. when the order is stated tml, forwarder come today. the 1st is i must let officer knw ma , to protect myself gt scolding why i put the folder at the basket while the order is meant for tml!!!! but i got a ans: " what you waiting? jus put the folder at the basket la." CB lei. i knw wad to do!!!! i nt like you. u gt someone to support you!!!. then you think you can act big here? FUCK YOU!!!!

Weekend!!!!

2008-03-03T07:53:00.001+08:00

Back again.

03/03/08 (Mon) 7.55 am. *Office*

Monday Blues again! Dun feel like coming to work. But gt No choice LL have to come. Hehehe!!!!
*thinking wad i did over the weekend*

Sat!!!!
Basically nothing Other than Work and gO my dar hse & *Slack* ( my favourite)
Before gng to slack. Go Seng Siong buy some food at nite cook for dinner. Yeah! lOve it!!
Shop ard and buy this and that, hmmm.... we get quite a number of things but onli cause $14.40. Cheap ya! 4+ got home, he went to prepare the food. Me ... hehe i nua one the sofa and watch TV. whahahahaha ..... Leave the things for him to do. We cook and then eat and watch the 7pm show! nice!!!. Zhang Na la act one. ( can try To watch for those who don't) . @ 8+ MAHJONG TIME!!!! What a Day! i Keep on losing. haiz bad day! In the end i lost $8 plus!!! sobx!

Sunday!!!!

8.30 woke up go his hse and wake him up!!! We gng out @ 1030 to UE SQ for our Lunch. Guess wad! Sushi Buffet!!! vOR!!!
Early in the morning rain liao! make us so sleepy. Walk in the rain to get to MRT station!
@ ard 11+ , Rachel & LYH come liao. We go to have our lunch @ www.minori.com.sg
(recommanded for those who love Jap Food Esp. JOYCE!!!!!) Everything was so nice and fresh!
Price to mi is quite resonable la! But my dar think is a bit too ex! (cos he very cat one)
Can't imagine that 2 guys can eat so many SPIDER!!!! omg... we sit there and eat abt 1 hr plus. eat and eat and eat!. wkakakakakakakakaka.... ( this laughter is wad i did nowadays in office). Actually wanna order dessert to eat. but need to pay. But Rachel suddenly think of ICE MONSTER. the mango Durain ( advertise on TV) . so we decided to go and eat at BUGIS.At the Same time i also wan to go bugis to buy jeans, ask them along too. Sian no bus to get there. so the onli transport we took is Cabby!!!! Reach Bugis also Rain! Everywhere also Rain! but nt bad la. cooling! Went ICE MONSTER to eat the mango durian ice ... hehe the mango so sweet! Rainy Day + Eat Ice . Best of the Best liao!!!!. later too full and tired liao wanna sleep. everyone sit there and dun wan to leave until i make the 1st move: " Let's Go!" then everyone go!. Go buy jeans! and rachel went to level 2 to get herself one shirt!.Next is go parco to look at something.

Inside Parco use to have one hello kitty shop! buT ytd i go GONE!!!! also dunno where the shop go liao. then last time use to have one shop at level 3 also selling all those cute cute thing also GONE!!! change to 77th Streets liao. ( wad does this show! i long time nv go bugis liao...) LL lor walk ard and look see look see! @ ard 4+ rachel need to go liao. so from there we separated!. I look at my dar :" so how you wan to continue shop or go home?" " Anything lor, up to you!" He replied. " Then ok lor we go home." but at the same time i went watson look see for facial foms. but non caught my eye. so i forget it. Too train back!. ( siao! so many ppl) haha my crazy idea. Took to lavender and took back to commonwealth again!. hehe. Reach home at ard 5+ the next thing i'm gng to do! SLEEP! ard 6.30pm. His mother come back and knock at the window~ i jump up and open the door for her!. then i cant sleep liao!. But nightmare come liao! I got FLU!!!! of course la! Drench ytd! HAha.... nvm! MC lor. but i didn't take wro! i Good GEr! bLEH!!! watch tv And PLay MAHJONG AGAIN!!!. I lost again $8 +

Cannot tahan liao, Finish the game i go back home liao. Keep on sneezing liao. abit feverish too... Reach home and sleep liao!. Until this morning also dun wan to wake up!!!.hehe

Nice Sunday!

2008-03-03T07:53:00.000+08:00

Early in the Morning

2008-02-29T09:32:00.000+08:00

29/02/08 (Leap year)

8.35Am

Eating my breakfast ( da bao). later E walk over to C place to take some folder.
my first reaction for E was :" hey the folder cant go down!, got problems" ( not knowing that someone behind me.)

30 min later:

D came up and ask mi into the room. " you have to change your tone of specking, cos that guy complain that you gt grudges toward him is it? " " no ar! jus my normal reaction." i replied. " ok la, dun bother abt him that kind of guy, he gt one pattern one." D said. " ok la. i also cant be bother abt him." i said.
* walk out of the room.

Today doin ( CRY) order.
Long List!!!!! VO!@#$%^&*

i wan More $$$$$
i Super Poor nw!!!!how to make more money?

What the Hell!!!!

2008-02-28T15:50:00.000+08:00

28/02/08, Thursday

3.30pm:

What the Hell!!! my fault again???? yah la everything also WQ fault la. In your eye onli you ppl is correct la. ( dot!!!)
Customer call and ask to adment the permit voyage. ( permit already out)
A told customer to fax the adment Bl over and adment ( is subject to approval). Customer faxed over and call us. I pick up the call and ask ard who and customer call. Everyone say no. so D was beside me and D took the call. ( very pissed off.) Then the next instruction for mi was to adment permit. later A come back and ask wad happen. i told that i ask no one ans mi so D took over the call lor, is normal ma. any wrong? later A says: " yah is mi tok to customer. i even told her my name ma. why?" ( looking at me, stare at me.) in my heart i asking, my fault again? if nt why stare at me? OSCAR AWARD!!!! i can say that there will be alot more problems coming up!. if wanna continue reading abt my problems. Do stay tuned! cya

wad a "WOnderful" day!

2008-02-28T12:05:00.001+08:00

Today 28/02/08, a "wonderful" day for mi. Early in the morning everything as per normal.

*FlashBack*
27/02/08 (wed) @ ard 4pm

Wq: C can help mi double check my thing?
C : Ok .
Wq: thank you. ( B help mi check, Problems come in liao)
B : Wq, dun tell mi till nw you still not confidence? you did so many liao.
Wq: ( gt the feeling that something gng to be wrong.) Not i no conficence, is jus that feeling. *lazy to talk back anymore*
B : *silent*

* This time A sit beside Wq

B: A, you over here confidence ar. ( say out loud) *A nt always do ma.
A: No la.

i ask how will you all feel when you hear ppl say this conversation? sad or wad?
Of course feel very demoralise rite? This is how i got this comment from a specific person!
Nt i wan to take it too hard. But this sentences is Jus like a personal attack toward mi. Agree?

8.05am:
listening to my MP3 @ vol 29. ( cant be bother abt the world outside.) Ppl ( classified them as A, B & C) A came in first- fast walking speed. B came in ard 5 min later, walking slowly like a tortise. C later come in also. ( cant even bother who came in liao, jus listen to music and do my own things)

Ard 10am:
Receive a doc to do. A immediatly very fake and ask. :" why this doc nv tell me? i tot normally doc come you will tell mi?" C reply : "sorry ar forget."

11am:
Wq you can start to do that doc liao. * i can be bother to reply.*
A: " WQ, YOU HEARD THAT?"
Wq: Yah i heard that. at this time A throw temper.

This time round i totally cbb to hear/do anything. i jus quietly and do my things. till lunch time. B4 lunch time, someone ask A you quarrel ar? " no ar! where got?"
*you think i care?*

Nw my motive is to BE MORE CONFIDENCE TO PROVE TO A.