happy belated birthday

Happy Birthday to ME.

This is wad i can say to myself. i believe that 21th very important to everyone in their life. They get to celebrate wif their friends by organising chalet of all sort of party to celebrate their 21th birthday. But no one can imagine that i onli get to celebrate with my gal friends before hand and on the actual day, with steve and his family members. Not with my parents. Cos they dun seems is a important day to them. ITS A NORMAL DAY TO THEM. No wishing, No nothing. Can anyone imagine that? Will ppl wan their 21th birthday to be celebrated in this way?

I think i'm the onli one. Wad a "nice" 21th birthday. I rather i dun appear in this world b4. So i wun be so sad. Can this world dun have birthday? I dun wan when personally feel that is very impt to themselves but to others is a normal day.

I HAVE ENUFF!!!

I think i really have enuff of ppl on my RIGHT. Its a indian lady. I dun have any problems working wither other indian ladies that i have met. BUT WHEN SHE COME IN HERE MY LIFE CHANCES. I everyday have to get fed up by her! have to see her faces. WADEVER COLOUR I ALSO SEENS BEFORE LIAO. Including BLACK. cos she is already BLACK.

* i nt trying to be racist. BUt onli TOWARD HER!

Cos of her, I tender cos i dun wan to face her anymore. But my manager ask mi to think is it worth it. Am i doing it cos of impluse? i dunno. At that moment i jus feel like running away from it nv think of anything.


Can anyone tell mi What am i suppose to do? MY limit is to the max liao. i also dunno how to settle. i CAnt vent my anger on anybody nw. HOW? I realli dunno how la. I jus wanna Kill her. I HATE PPL WIF A RED DOT AT THE FOREHEAD.

Was told to endure her temper. But i think i dun haf that nai xin. I will say out watever i Nt happy. I Also fucking Fuck up by her! iF one day i'm Crazy. I think she is the first that im gng to kill her. I NW CURSE HER.
KNOCK DOWN BY A CAR.