Quiet = Angry?

Some time i realli thinking quiet = Angry? Quiet will also get scolding? Quiet will also get blamed for everything? Is Quiet an offence? I dun find there is anythng wrong wif quietness lor. Is jus onli dun feel like talking to ppl that dun even bother abt mi ! saying i give faces to them while i dun !!! being said that i dun belong to this family. The question is am i being treated like one? Is there fairness in the HOUSE? Will there be laughter when i'm at home? Will they listen to my problems faced? Will they give mi advises on wad i should do? Have they even concern abt mi? Have they ever think wad i wan? ( even if i say out ! will they bother? ) So many qns in my mind. Do you think i still wan to talk when i dun even knw the answer at all ! ! ! ! ! !


I rather keep quiet and live in my own world. After work/ OT, Eat, Watch Movies/Shopping, Go back, Bathe, Lock myself in the Room. This is my daily routine. very bored ar! But no choice la. But i still like weekend lor. hehe cos i get to GO OUT ! ! ! !by nt staying at home. I can go shopping whole day ( forgetting my troubles), Go my bf hse and NUa even there is nothing to do there, but still better than at HOME! At bf hse can slack, sleep, watch tv, cook, eat everything also wif him, That's the best time i have liao cos i got pampered by him. He is the onli one can shower mi wif care and love, advise mi, listen to my troubles, hug mi when i cried, be there for mi whenever i need him.


Ytd 15/3/08 Went to Hoon Hin de 21st bday celebration. Get to see all my beloved classmates as i long time nv saw them liao small Gathering. Not a big event but very lively! everything was so perfects. Family all ard, relatives all ard, then Friends also ard. Will i get mine too??? i realli dun think so. Cos i can forget abt thinking it. The most is with my bf and his family ard lor. ( dun think la still got 3 more months ~ so long ~)


Today school holiday end liao, tml got to work then squeeze with those secondary sch ppl. Sian. Early morning very noisy liao. Can imagine i got 4 schools infront of my hse? Keming, Bukit batok ITE, Bukit view pri/sec school. VOR! haha But they are my second alarm clock. Nw is 11.55am, 16/03/08, Sunday. Time to GO OUT LIAO !!! BYE~