What have i done?

17/03/08 (Mon)

A brand new week liao, Sian 3rd week of the month, Very fast hor? haha jus wan the time to past faster then i dun have to see her anymore! i dun bother even she is my shi fu or wad ! jus fuck care, jus wan her to get loST, Dun wan to see her face AT ALL. Today LYY on MC. Sad i'm alone today my neighbour nt here i cant talk to her.


Start of the Oscar AWARD ! all acting especially the one that is new, FUCK UP *BOMB* * INFRA RED* nt i trying to be that obvious but, is i need to cos work 2 days off 1 day! might as well dun come, you think i bother abt you? i jus entertain you for a few days onli, Even have a smelly feet, wah lau everyday i have to smell that even before lunch, after lunch, start of the day and end of the day! basically is WHOLE DAY! can you tahan, in air-con environment some more. Cannot even tahan, i feel like vomitting lei, you all shld knw that feeling rite?


This morning i have to see 2 ppl faces. you knw hei bai wu chang? Those in HELL one. Where is the ppl manners? IS IT GONE HERE? receive call then nv ask anything : " pass to me." Fuck i have to see her faces ar? she think wad? BIG AR? PREGGY WOMAN! FASTER GET LOST AND GO FOR YOUR MATERNITY LEAVE LA! LIFE WILL BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU HERE. DUN HAVE TO SEE YOUR FACE. GET LOST ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !


I dun think i own you anything. I dun have to everything also listen to you, you are not my GOD nor my MOTHER ( if i have this your kind of mother i rather go die first). I dun have to see your faces, is a fuck up face, you are those will stab ppl behide one. i'll nt let you stab mi, iF you wan i will stab you too! I can dun do permit. i Go back to documentation side. Do my BOOKing is more relax and more happy rather than come permit have to see ppl faces. SHIT!

*ps this is onli 3 hr of my monday! already so fuck up! cant imagine the rest of my DAY!

Quiet = Angry?

Some time i realli thinking quiet = Angry? Quiet will also get scolding? Quiet will also get blamed for everything? Is Quiet an offence? I dun find there is anythng wrong wif quietness lor. Is jus onli dun feel like talking to ppl that dun even bother abt mi ! saying i give faces to them while i dun !!! being said that i dun belong to this family. The question is am i being treated like one? Is there fairness in the HOUSE? Will there be laughter when i'm at home? Will they listen to my problems faced? Will they give mi advises on wad i should do? Have they even concern abt mi? Have they ever think wad i wan? ( even if i say out ! will they bother? ) So many qns in my mind. Do you think i still wan to talk when i dun even knw the answer at all ! ! ! ! ! !


I rather keep quiet and live in my own world. After work/ OT, Eat, Watch Movies/Shopping, Go back, Bathe, Lock myself in the Room. This is my daily routine. very bored ar! But no choice la. But i still like weekend lor. hehe cos i get to GO OUT ! ! ! !by nt staying at home. I can go shopping whole day ( forgetting my troubles), Go my bf hse and NUa even there is nothing to do there, but still better than at HOME! At bf hse can slack, sleep, watch tv, cook, eat everything also wif him, That's the best time i have liao cos i got pampered by him. He is the onli one can shower mi wif care and love, advise mi, listen to my troubles, hug mi when i cried, be there for mi whenever i need him.


Ytd 15/3/08 Went to Hoon Hin de 21st bday celebration. Get to see all my beloved classmates as i long time nv saw them liao small Gathering. Not a big event but very lively! everything was so perfects. Family all ard, relatives all ard, then Friends also ard. Will i get mine too??? i realli dun think so. Cos i can forget abt thinking it. The most is with my bf and his family ard lor. ( dun think la still got 3 more months ~ so long ~)


Today school holiday end liao, tml got to work then squeeze with those secondary sch ppl. Sian. Early morning very noisy liao. Can imagine i got 4 schools infront of my hse? Keming, Bukit batok ITE, Bukit view pri/sec school. VOR! haha But they are my second alarm clock. Nw is 11.55am, 16/03/08, Sunday. Time to GO OUT LIAO !!! BYE~

Independent!!!

10/3/08 (mon)


Monday again! Monday BLUES is a confirm for mi. i Hate monday simply jus wake up from my comfortable bed and jus wan to sleep some more but jus my alarm keep on ringing. IRRITATING!!!! Sat nv work that feeling was SHIOK. stressful lei after 5 days of working Sat must relax. hehe... Sat also nth much go to my dar hse and watch tv, Go sheng Shiong buy food to cook. hehe Guess wad we Cook carrot Cake. haha yum yum! jus like it. Again is my dar cook. I onli cut things and prepare. hehe Easy job! whahahahahaha. ( guess all my sat programme is the same: go his hse, watch tv, cook, eat, Mahjong ) dead programme cos we gt no money to go shopping liao! BROKE!!!!


Sunday, planned to go and eat steamboat wif his family plus his brother and sister- in-law
Early lei 5.30pm Start to eat. My brunch haven even digest then start eating again. Not fat that miracal!!! Eat all the way until 8+ we stop and left. *BURP* is super full. Dar's mom hint us, MJ
haha i'm ok ( haven been losing for 2 weeks liao). then walk to OG there to take 186 Home. But half way they stop and wanted to buy things. so i stand there and like very lazy to go. So i say i'm gng home. I walk to bus stop and see got 174 ma. ( direct home) but end up dun haf.

WQ: " i go back myself, you go find you mother"
SS: " never mind i see you board the bus then i go find them, i already call them liao."
WQ:" No bus i go and take train lor, i go back myself"
SS: " Never mind la. i acc you there la"


*pissed off and walk off*


WHY CANT I BE INDENPENDENT? why everything must under you control? Is it fair?
West mall also cant go back myself! i jus wan to go back myself also cant ! WHAT THE HELL!
chinatown lei CROWDED some more, nt saying is like 11-12+ like that you worry i understand. BUT IS ONLI 8+. The night is still young OKAY!~ i fed up i walk to MRT station and i walk to maxwell market there ( the indian temple there) i took 61 bus back! FED UP ! 8+ go off reach home @10+. HEhe 2 hr to reach home. POWER. purposely one!~ see wad can you do!


Got home also dun bother to sms him! dun even wan to talk to him ! jus reach home and i go do my thing, Online chatting, with ex colleague and my current friends and my beloved cousin. 12+ then go to my confortable bed. Peace Nite with No smses!!! whahahahahahahahahaha.

Qns!!!

07/03/08 ( Fri)


Last day of the week, feeling good! cos dun haf to face work on sat and sun! finally....


There are alot of qns in my mind. Is pregnant so agony? is pregnant BIG? is Pregnant means have to give in to her everything? Pamper her? see her Faces? FUCK OFF!!!!
You pregnant is onli carrying another human being in your womb. Doesnt means that we have to give in to you everything, we have to see your faces, pamper you! YOU ARE AN GROWN UP ADULT!


Is full of bullshit that you always treat us like servant to you. Take water from pantry also need ppl help. But the funny thing is that she can carry a file that is full of paper and is heavier than a water bottle! Hahahaha.... Think liao also wanna laugh! BULLSHIT! My colleague also sot one, always give in to her Why? cos she pregnant? Nw all her gang is like very YAYA PAPAYA! onw is living in her own world! one is give attitude! i cant be bother liao la! as long as i done my job! i'm happy!

Nw wadever she was told she dun even bother to tell us. (A) ask her wad is this advise abt? (B) say: " this one i do!" Fuck sia wad kind of attitude? ppl ask you nicely you give fuck attitude! This kind of ppl also live in this world! She also early in the morning come in to office bang this and bang that! she like to throw temper let her throw lor.! PREGGY WOMAN!!!! Just Hops this woman dun exist in this world at all!!!!


ps: Watch you tone when you talk to ppl! if nt you will get the same back!!! KARMA!!!

What the Fuck!!!

What the hell!!! Teaching mI how to work? Nt i dun accept. Is i knw what i should do! DUN HAVE TO ORDER ME!!! BOMB!!!!!!! sibeh du lan lei. when the order is stated tml, forwarder come today. the 1st is i must let officer knw ma , to protect myself gt scolding why i put the folder at the basket while the order is meant for tml!!!! but i got a ans: " what you waiting? jus put the folder at the basket la." CB lei. i knw wad to do!!!! i nt like you. u gt someone to support you!!!. then you think you can act big here? FUCK YOU!!!!

Weekend!!!!

Back again.

03/03/08 (Mon) 7.55 am. *Office*

Monday Blues again! Dun feel like coming to work. But gt No choice LL have to come. Hehehe!!!!
*thinking wad i did over the weekend*

Sat!!!!
Basically nothing Other than Work and gO my dar hse & *Slack* ( my favourite)
Before gng to slack. Go Seng Siong buy some food at nite cook for dinner. Yeah! lOve it!!
Shop ard and buy this and that, hmmm.... we get quite a number of things but onli cause $14.40. Cheap ya! 4+ got home, he went to prepare the food. Me ... hehe i nua one the sofa and watch TV. whahahahaha ..... Leave the things for him to do. We cook and then eat and watch the 7pm show! nice!!!. Zhang Na la act one. ( can try To watch for those who don't) . @ 8+ MAHJONG TIME!!!! What a Day! i Keep on losing. haiz bad day! In the end i lost $8 plus!!! sobx!


Sunday!!!!

8.30 woke up go his hse and wake him up!!! We gng out @ 1030 to UE SQ for our Lunch. Guess wad! Sushi Buffet!!! vOR!!!
Early in the morning rain liao! make us so sleepy. Walk in the rain to get to MRT station!
@ ard 11+ , Rachel & LYH come liao. We go to have our lunch @ www.minori.com.sg
(recommanded for those who love Jap Food Esp. JOYCE!!!!!) Everything was so nice and fresh!
Price to mi is quite resonable la! But my dar think is a bit too ex! (cos he very cat one)
Can't imagine that 2 guys can eat so many SPIDER!!!! omg... we sit there and eat abt 1 hr plus. eat and eat and eat!. wkakakakakakakakaka.... ( this laughter is wad i did nowadays in office). Actually wanna order dessert to eat. but need to pay. But Rachel suddenly think of ICE MONSTER. the mango Durain ( advertise on TV) . so we decided to go and eat at BUGIS.At the Same time i also wan to go bugis to buy jeans, ask them along too. Sian no bus to get there. so the onli transport we took is Cabby!!!! Reach Bugis also Rain! Everywhere also Rain! but nt bad la. cooling! Went ICE MONSTER to eat the mango durian ice ... hehe the mango so sweet! Rainy Day + Eat Ice . Best of the Best liao!!!!. later too full and tired liao wanna sleep. everyone sit there and dun wan to leave until i make the 1st move: " Let's Go!" then everyone go!. Go buy jeans! and rachel went to level 2 to get herself one shirt!.Next is go parco to look at something.


Inside Parco use to have one hello kitty shop! buT ytd i go GONE!!!! also dunno where the shop go liao. then last time use to have one shop at level 3 also selling all those cute cute thing also GONE!!! change to 77th Streets liao. ( wad does this show! i long time nv go bugis liao...) LL lor walk ard and look see look see! @ ard 4+ rachel need to go liao. so from there we separated!. I look at my dar :" so how you wan to continue shop or go home?" " Anything lor, up to you!" He replied. " Then ok lor we go home." but at the same time i went watson look see for facial foms. but non caught my eye. so i forget it. Too train back!. ( siao! so many ppl) haha my crazy idea. Took to lavender and took back to commonwealth again!. hehe. Reach home at ard 5+ the next thing i'm gng to do! SLEEP! ard 6.30pm. His mother come back and knock at the window~ i jump up and open the door for her!. then i cant sleep liao!. But nightmare come liao! I got FLU!!!! of course la! Drench ytd! HAha.... nvm! MC lor. but i didn't take wro! i Good GEr! bLEH!!! watch tv And PLay MAHJONG AGAIN!!!. I lost again $8 +

Cannot tahan liao, Finish the game i go back home liao. Keep on sneezing liao. abit feverish too... Reach home and sleep liao!. Until this morning also dun wan to wake up!!!.hehe

Nice Sunday!