A Shock for myself

Ytd 05/08/08 (tue)

Ytd is jus a normal day for mi to go back to work after my leave on monday. On sat i stay until so late then i had planned everything for my both side of warehouse for releasing of some customers goods. Already double confirm that everything was fine. But end up i receive i call from office on monday saying that do you knw that the other warehouse claim that i nv inform them got any releasing then call and clarify wif mi. Then fact is i did plan. WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO IS THE BAD PERSON? i dun bother liao cos i on leave is wan to have some peace.


Tue morning i went back to work as usual then when i come in so many things not done. Waiting for who? God to help? Stupid woman dunno how to work. Anyway you wun see mi already.
I clear all the neccessary things and at least can have a time to rest. at this point of time went in to get signature of aknowledgement. End up wad i got? scaractic comment. NVM i endure, i come out and i treat everything as per normal. Work laugh and eat and drink, but in my heart i am very depressed. I dunno wad happen at first until at nite i am realli having this sickness.

In the afternoon i got alot of different attitude and all different kinds or wording and expression from different kinds of ppl. Wad kind of ppl are you all? Wearing mask and work? Cos is your real self? I very curious aint' you all tired of wearing mask and work? example. One day A and B went on half day leave. A says that gng to hospital and visit a friends. B says that gng out wif sister to a shop for sales.. 1230 Times up B smoking and A came down. So fake hear alo knw.

A: " eh you also no leave ar? "

B: " yah lor you also meh? "

* at this time looking at each other lor.

Then as the bus went off both alight at the same stop. Then the very next day B came wif a new bag and nice. But nv knw that after a few days there is a loop hole in their conversation.

A: " Remember that day we say that bag i saw ppl take liao."

B: " Which one? is it that one? "

* at the point of time their conversation stop and look at eachother.


Stop acting la. If wanna act go to channel 8 and act la. Wad a wonderful scene i had watch.

ain't you all tired of everyday wearing mask and work, face ppl? can you reveal yourself and be nature? I think for all the ppl in there are difficult. So i think i have problems coordinating wif them already. Times up.