life is better

Being at home for this past few days for my rest, the feeling is super duper relax. Now i knw that the feeling of being at home is good. I last time nv treasure the feeling of at home. At home i can do wadever i wan, i can online and as and when i can sleep and i can update my blog good rite?


Last nite went drinking wif my bear bear. The whole nite he wasn't like the normal him, is it that i am around? But i enjoy drinking wif him, talk to him and see him playing wif his friend and disturb eachother. National day drinking in a pub, wad a good way of celebrating singapore birthday. I jus enjoy sitting there drinking and listen to music and see some uncles and aunty dance. Although the ways the daces make mi laugh but is realli enjoyable. Can i have more nites life? I will take care of myself one. I am an adult liao. I knw wad is good and wad is bad, although i was always bully by some small ppl and ppl who take dagger and stab mi. But i still knw how to protect myself. I like the feeling of nite life. Why you can have nite life i cannot? Unfair. You says that you scare that things will happen? The history will repeat? I can tell you it THIS WUN HAPPEN. I WUN LET THE HISTORY REPEAT. I USE MY LIFE AND SWEAR.


Allow mi to have my nite lifes ok? I have miss out alot of my nites lifes liao.

Reach home at 3 am. Till now. 12.28pm ( 9/8/08 sat) afternoon sunny. I AM STILL AWAKE.
I haven realli close my eyes and sleep yet. Can help mi? I need my Sleeping pills.