National Day

09082008 Sat

Ytd was not a very good national day for mi. I nv Realli get to sleep In the early nite. Early morning not feeling very good then sms sylvia that i maybe not joining them for the late nite celebration liao. Then i nv sleep, in fact i went out walk alone in the streets, walking inbetween the crowds feel that i am one of them. ( taught by someone whom i nv see b4 but onli contact thru fone, but nvm will get to see him this coming fri). After walking alone, I went to bear hse and find him. I also dunno where i am going jus follow my heart and my foots steps see where i wan to go i will jus go. Finally i went to his hse knocking on his window to get him open sesame for mi. I went i lay down beside him with my eye opened. NOT CLOSE AND SLEEP. WHY? At the point of time my mind is totally blank. I dunno wad i am thinking or wad. I jus stare at the ceiling and building sand castle in the air. Toss here and there until he wake up and look at mi. I jus simply say nothing and back face him again.


At about 2 pm, his mothe came back from work and she tabao lunch for mi ( bear called her to tabao) Normally i will wait for him to wake up and eat together But i dunno why i'm jus too hungry and i did tell him at all. we totally keep quiet and did talk much. Is it cos ytd i told him i like nite lifes and i like to drink. Now i realise that drinking make mi happy !!! I'm too hungry until i went to kitchen and find the chips that i bot for mahjong session. Not in kitchen then must be in the fridge liao indeed is inside i took and i open up and eat sitting infront of the tv.